Now I go sleep.

I’m mentally exhausting myself, doing all this crying shit…

Fuck…

Goodnight…

Couldn’t sleep…

I’m a fucking… Mess…

I’m trying so hard to just post funny shit and keep myself preoccupied and stop thinking about you.

But I’ll find a bunch of funny stuff, and then there’ll be one completely fucking relevant post to my depression right now. Or something that makes me think of you, or anything that makes me forget how to forget…

I’m trying so hard to forget.

And I can’t…

I’ll be fine for all of about 3 minutes. Then something makes me think of you. A picture, a smell, a sound, a location, a text, anything…

And I lose it.

I can’t hold myself together. I can’t fall out of love.

I can’t think.

I know this is only making it worse on me…

But I just can’t do this…

And I wish you would see this. Just you.

And I wish you’d reach out to me…

Just a tiny bit…

I don’t want you to be completely gone from my life…

I can’t do that…

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Puzzlewood is an ancient woodland site, near Coleford in the Forest of Dean, Gloucestershire, England. The site, covering 14 acres, shows evidence of open cast iron ore mining dating from the Roman period, and possibly earlier.

In 1848 some workmen, after moving a block of stone in the woods, found a small cavity in the rocks. In this cavity, hidden away, were three earthenware jars containing over 3,000 Roman coins. No-one knows why the coins were hidden away in the cliff face nor by whom.

J. R. R. Tolkien, a frequent visitor to the Forest of Dean, may have visited Puzzlewood, and many believe Puzzlewood was the inspiration for the fabled forests of Middle-earth, such as the Old Forest, Mirkwood, Fangorn or Lothlórien contained within The Lord of the Rings. J.K Rowling is also said to have visited Puzzlewood, and it may have been this that influenced her idea of The Forbidden Forest in the Harry Potter books.

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